feel like losing again....
Dear God give me some strength to stand up....
i dunno why...
but all i can do rite now is crying....
anyone can be my crying shoulder???
i guess no...
its truth we just ordinary people...
but ordinary people does have feeling...
and ordinary people always fail to control emotion....
headache.....argh.....
i should i do...
the tears keep falling....
its so hard....its too painful....

Semoga Tuhan tabahkan diri ini...
Semoga Tuhan berikan ketenangan kepada diri ini...
Semoga Tuhan ampunkan dosa-dosa diri ini...
Semoga segalanya akan berubah...
Biarlah segala berubah 360' pun ....
Moga aku akan terus bertahan...
kerna aku tahu itu yang terbaik untuk aku....