sony contest

EMPTY DECORATION

I wake in the dawn to showers of light
Moments of emptiness surround
Floating away with auras of hope
But reality brings me down to the ground
What can i do ?
What can i say ?
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life i used to know

Where every song
Was filled with words of love and not of anger
Where did they go ?
Why did they leave me far behind ?

chorus:
Cause i don't wanna be alone (Oh)
Living life all on my own (Oh)
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
Cause i wanna be with the people that i know
Who will do the things i do (Oh)
Making all my dreams come true
I don't recognise the shadows on my door
Although i've seen them all before
Because the only thing i really want is to be with you...

I look at the sky, it looks back at me
I can't hear the silent melodies
I know that i'm here yet i am lost
Blown in confusion by the breeze
Hiding my face, crying alone
I need to find my way back home
Back to the place, the wonderful days
Living the life i used to know

Where every smile
Was born out of a love and of sincerity
And every tear of everflowing joy

maybe this song meant a lot to me...if only he know what in my heart..can you guess without i tell you everything...i want u to understand me a little bit..juz a little..huhuhuhu..if only i can tell who is that..

why i can not say what in my mind..like wearing a mask..i cant say that it was me..i can be true to myself...why...i live in the world pretending to be the other people expect me to be...i just to be the person i want to be...give me a chance to be that person...give me a chance to be with you...but..who are you...

i dont want to be alone...i want to be with someone that i know...to be the real me...so i can cry..i can laugh...i can show all my weakness part of me...