life is wonderful.....

It takes a crane to build a crane
it takes two floors to make a story
it takes an egg to make a hen
it takes a hen to make an egg
there is no end to what i'm saying

it takes a thought to make a word
and it takes some words to make an action
and it takes some work to make it work
it takes some good to make it hurt
it takes some bad for satisfaction

it takes a night to make it dawn
and it takes a day to you yawn brother
and it takes some old to make you young
it takes some cold to know the sun
it takes the one to have the other

and it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is
and it takes some fears to make you trust
it takes those tears to make it rust
it takes the dust to have it polished, yea

it takes some silence to make sound
and it takes a loss before you found it
and it takes a road to go nowhere
it takes a toll to make you care
it takes a hole to make a mountain

ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ha la la la la la la life goes full circle
ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ha la la la la la la life is meaningful
ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ha la la la la la



is that true that this life is wonderful...i have one person in my heart...it has been 5 years but he never know...i don't know how and why i like her...but in this past 5 years in my heart there's only he...even if i was couple with others my heart only for him...i cant love other more than i love him...he never know all about this...my heart keep lock...and the key was lost...there is only your picture in my heart...we never meet...never talk...i was always looking at you at the past years...i always try to talk to you...but my mouth was locked...i cant forget the moment when i meet you, even though i not talking with you...my hand was shaking...i cant even stand...i felt like i wanna faint...but you never know... i keep this secret...nobody know...and i hope this will be forever a secret...if one day i find a better man and i can love that person more than i love him, i dont want to forget about him cause he will be my sweetness memory in my entire life...

i dont know what is the real means of love..but i can feel it...maybe this the first time im really falling in love...cause i just want you to have your happiness...i dont want to make you mine...my happiness is to see you happy in your life...if you are here in front of me, i dont know what will happen to me...maybe i will faint or i will pretend that there's nothing happen...but i hope i can be strong enough to pretend that there's nothing happen...cause i want to keep it secret in my heart...

and it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is

my love...triple^F...

sony contest

EMPTY DECORATION

I wake in the dawn to showers of light
Moments of emptiness surround
Floating away with auras of hope
But reality brings me down to the ground
What can i do ?
What can i say ?
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life i used to know

Where every song
Was filled with words of love and not of anger
Where did they go ?
Why did they leave me far behind ?

chorus:
Cause i don't wanna be alone (Oh)
Living life all on my own (Oh)
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
Cause i wanna be with the people that i know
Who will do the things i do (Oh)
Making all my dreams come true
I don't recognise the shadows on my door
Although i've seen them all before
Because the only thing i really want is to be with you...

I look at the sky, it looks back at me
I can't hear the silent melodies
I know that i'm here yet i am lost
Blown in confusion by the breeze
Hiding my face, crying alone
I need to find my way back home
Back to the place, the wonderful days
Living the life i used to know

Where every smile
Was born out of a love and of sincerity
And every tear of everflowing joy

maybe this song meant a lot to me...if only he know what in my heart..can you guess without i tell you everything...i want u to understand me a little bit..juz a little..huhuhuhu..if only i can tell who is that..

why i can not say what in my mind..like wearing a mask..i cant say that it was me..i can be true to myself...why...i live in the world pretending to be the other people expect me to be...i just to be the person i want to be...give me a chance to be that person...give me a chance to be with you...but..who are you...

i dont want to be alone...i want to be with someone that i know...to be the real me...so i can cry..i can laugh...i can show all my weakness part of me...

my bad day...never though i will feel really really bad...not in good mood and good condition...dunno why i feel really sad with he...saying sum thing dat i really want to trust...but its all same..all men are same...never though when saying sum thing...i really dun wan to love anyone anymore...what would you do if my heart is torn in two....

if it really happen i really dun wan to trust anybody anymore...

d' first...

what dats actually means?? d' first..juz lunching dis blog...dun really know what i want to write...juz hoping i can post sum thing can be useful for others..hope so..